I can't believe the guys that see girls like my wife. One of them has been caught several times and his wife stays (WTF). This guy had a heart attack when he was with my wife once, and now wants to see her again (I know it is wrong to wish evil on someone, but I hope he bites it this time). Most of these guys go to church (one of them is a preacher, and another is a deacon) One bragged how he was supposed to be at a school play, but got away to see his favorite. My wife and the other ladies think these guys are decent human beings (scumbags). I don't understand these men, their wives have given them everything for 20 yrs.. These a**holes then repay this faithfulness with deceit and contempt. One man said his wife wasn't as pretty as she was when she was young and, that menopause had made sex hurt. This woman has been there for him in the dark times, and the first sign of difficulty he acts like the rat he is and abandons ship. I just don't understand WHY?????? Sometimes I weep for mankind as this seems to becoming the norm not the exception. I devoted my life to my family, and now there are days I can barely keep my head above water. I do believe in God, but I'm a little upset with him right now (he knows and will eventually lead me back). I also believe that God puts angels in our lives to make things better (madashell, ti, skirt, and Van). I don't know what will happen next. I thought I had some good news, in that my wife was going to quit, but I was wrong. She is still working, but is starting to go into domination (no sex involved), but she is still going to see clients until she gets more guys for domination. Hell, she has one pet now and this sick f*** likes to dress up as a girl. The thing is that this guy gave my wife all his info, and he is what others call a pillar of the community (I'm laughing as I typed that last statement). Makes me look at men in power with contempt, which isn't a stretch. I have always had a problem with power.
